Hi I am grappling
I am unable to come to terms with this concept of Ageing. As much as I wish this wasn't true- I hate change. I hate that my grandmother turned 69 yesterday. She is Sixty-Nine. I hate that Yaya might be leaving us at the end of this year. It was yesterday when I was six, Deanna was four and we sang along to Brother Louie and Disco-danced. I hate that I don't journal anymore. I am no longer the fearless girl in surfshorts and gold-rimmed glasses. My hideous Jurassic Park bagpack with the flashing straplights I used to carry everywhere. What constants? I hate that time is flickering by. Am I Living. AM I LIVING. In every sense of the word
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hi stell, i feel the same way! i hate change ): i hate that at the end of this year, we'll all go our separate ways and things will never be the same. and i hate that in three weeks time, i'll never canoe again! as much as i hate nj canoeing and yong, i have to admit i really love the sport.
in response to your reply on the previous post: YEAH kevin used to be such a little squidgen! and edlyn was in her "awkward preteen phase".. what happened!!
yea though yongster gives you major shit, i am sure you secretly love him deep down inside too. haha! as much we don't want this yr to end i am sure we will miss it!!
i dont know what happened you know! and they both have these glasses now that make them look quite smart or sth. SO GLAD U FOUND YOUR SKETCHBOOK!
even though i say the show is tacky, i actually REALLY like it although today's dancing was hilariously FAKE haha estella you're not alone now we can cringe in shame collectively! oh gosh you know after having my dslr for more than a year i just discovered this new awesomely COOL function that I so totally have to show you. one day you can bring your sketchbook out and sketch the world while i snap. :D
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