Like it's the Last
Like it's the Last
Like it's the Last

The Clap

...And in no time. HI. I am on my way to becoming a full-fledged Introvert. I feel it, is that a bad thing

Talking stinks. It is easier to get things down on paper, inked, anyways.
I spent my weekend (extended) perfecting the Tune Out technique. It is always better to assume the good intentions of others.
I will never keep the thanks. I am in no position to.
And. Coldplay. Coldplay, wine gums and my magic markers.
Magic markers, and Faith. Lots of Faith.

Her morning elegance she wears

hell yeah, i think i could do this for forever.

And with this scene came Confirmation.

I have been feeling somewhat inspired this entire week, itching to get started on a new piece but just couldn't. One million biological things to shove into my head, polymerase this and that, trying as best as i could to picture these processes... it was difficult. Science is truly a strain for me. 

The other day Ms Chan asked me "Why the sudden switch to murky colours?" I guess unknowingly, unwillingly I am mourning the loss of __________. Shut up

All we can do is keep breathing

School is stifling, to say the least. Eating Cai Fan excites me... how sick is that?? 

People literally Come and Go. I have lost some, now what's a few more???

Read my mind

AVOID AT ALL COSTS

i can't wait for next year, i will be able to say that i hate teenage girls. everything is so overrated. 

the false contender

 

messing around with my cheapo watercolour set i bought ages ago, throwing, splashing paint and i love the unpredictable nature of this medium. you never know what to expect. i love it. thinking of investing in new tubes and brushes (i threw away most). i haven't felt this excited about painting before, using acrylic last may for UOB really bored me to death. have a great weekend

GP lessons are so inspirational if you know what i mean

this has been one of the worst weeks ever, horrifying to the max. so many firsts, but not the good kind. winning tap tap revenge, magic markers, surprise $$$$, threadless shirts, sushi- kakiage one dollar!, good company, great fellowship. these are perhaps my only comforts and i want to forget everything else that happened in the last five days. ok?

LITTLE MISS I-HATE-BORING-ASSHOLES-WHO-DONT-GIVE-A-SHIT-BECAUSE-I-ALWAYS DID

ENOUGH!!!!!

Adonai

Ever I will see only You will I adore

Glorify my Lord, only You will I serve

For the world will fade away

Still my song to You remains

Only You will I adore

W-W-WOW i am so happy its the long weekend!

just had zestin&lava over to do funfair stuff, we were painting with poster colours/laughing at zestin being ultimate klutz and sweeping paint with his hands/very cool penknives. they are so cute, really. 

PEE DUB results are out and i am rlly proud of us fittimates! lisa will be weeping tears of joy!

watercolour workshop has been so enjoyable. it is like therapy, being there i feel much more at ease with myself and i love mr dollah's 'tude towards life. (unlike certain someones i know) 

...and snap when class ends, and we wash our palettes and i stare at my drying soaked tissue with one million colours and step out into the dark, in a daze and everything just slows down again, turns boring, my heart beats a little slower.

oh but kevin's PSP game is so fun? LUXOR: PHARAOH'S CHALLENGE. i suck at naruto and audition so this game makes me feel a whole lot better about my gaming skills. except the egyptian music makes my ears stand a little, speaking of which my ear is pussing!!! it hurts. 

i can't remember what else happened this week, besides sushi buffet and me running home in the pouring rain, very mtv style, with a tubby secondary school running beside me. that is all i remember. happy easter, my friends! i will be shopping with my mum tomorrow, finally hittin' the shops! estella has not done this in quite some time. have fun and be merry!

I miz this

How are you guys? 

Lotsa Luv,

Estella

Psalms 145:13-19

"Your kingdom is an everlasting kingdom, 

and your dominion endures through all generations.

The Lord is faithful to all His promises

and loving toward all He has made.

The Lord upholds all who fall

and lifts up all who are bowed down.

The eyes of all look to You,

and You give them their food at the proper time.

You open Your hand

and satisfy the desires of every living thing.

The Lord is righteous in all His ways

and loving toward all He has made.

The Lord is near to all who call on Him,

to all who call on Him in truth.

He fulfills the desires of those who fear Him;

He hears their cry and saves them."

He could not have been clearer. 

(Lord, let my lifesong sing to You)

(i think it always will)

Some distance is good. 

Trying to find the perfect match between pretentious and pop. 

I have been thinking about... carpets and sand

S l i p p i n g

Chocolate solves everything. 

.........HAPPY SUNDAE

AWWW i love dressy bessy!

i am her last.fm top listener ^^

my contacts are dry, i need sleep

online shopping/shopping for someone is as exciting as the real thing

can't describe how assuring the Lord is

love sunday nites when me and LJ hang/study/eat

fried food tastes better on the weekends

BABY LIZARDS IN MY ROOM

CA$H FLOW PROBLEMS RETURN

why am i always short of money???????

jeux d' enfants is another perfect movie 

I WILL ENJOY SCHOOL I WILL

So I wait upon You now,

With my hands released to You

Where a little Faith's enough

To see mountains lift and move

And I wait upon You now, 

Dedicated to Your will

To this Love that will remain

A Love that never fails

Note to self #2: List of Negativz

- Never do Math in ball point

- Stop misplacing post-its/Find timetable (!)

- It is OK to make new friends

- Don't keep staring at SBH men (Shiny Bald Headed Men)/ 

- Stop rating mouths/lipzz

- Stop pretending it isn't awkward when it clearly is

- REMEMBER: you are still subscribing to Hongkong time (minus 1)

- You are never Alone. Deuteronomy 31:8

- Quit listening to the Distillers

- Stop editing your stupid Wedding Playlist 

- 4 Flickr accounts a day MAX. Curb Flickr addiction asap

- Sleep by 11:30pm SLEEP MOAR

"For the resolutions of the just depend rather on the grace of God than on their own wisdom; and in Him they always put their trust, whatever they take in hand.
For man proposes, but God disposes; neither is the way of man in his own hands"